January 2008
1 post
reflections
I feel that New Years - though a wonderful excuse to party - is full of let downs and un-met expectations. I rarely get piss drunk as it is, let alone on New Years. I was usually left taking care of a stupid drunken man-child and keeping him from either destroying stuff, falling into things, breaking things, or worse. Regardless - I think it is a lousy holiday that I some how keep falling into...
December 2007
3 posts
“We only accept the love we think we deserve.”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower
i'd rather be working for a pay check than waiting...
I think that closure is important. I’ve been going over what I’m going to say in my head the whole way home. It’s hard to be the bigger person in situations like this. I feel slighted and want some sort of compensation for that. I know in the back of my head his luck is shiny and new and will quickly tarnish while I’m trying to forge my own luck that will last much much...
when she sings like she runs
I cant help it sometimes. There are points where I feel like I’m on top of everything. I feel like I will come out ahead in no matter what I do. Other times? Other times I feel like I’m helplessly floating. I feel like every idea, every want, every need is just the reflection of the moon across the water. Its all just artificial light. I had been telling myself little lies to keep my...